a letter..

dear angel,

forgive me for the letter, mainly how scary it is. i thought it is the best way to do it, to venture a totally unknown language, communicating with you. & please, please at least shed 5 minutes for this, dont throw it into the bin straight away.

deep down in my heart, you are the first gal i fall for. it hard to say, i know u cant be seriously in love with me, but , as i always wish, u would look me in the eye & i can say the 3 words that really matter. it can change everything in our world.

anyway i know it doesn't matter now. i know from that day onwards our distance juz seem further away. you are a tough gal, i know u won't need any hands from me, as i am juz nobody, maybe a normal colleague to you. although i want to be the person supportin you, you juz dont seem willing. & i know maybe i pushin things too hard, that u are not really comfortable. so, i will jux leave you alone in the future. i know u definitely can take care of yourself.

so if u are willing, u can come talk to me, i will be always open. wish you all the best.

with love,
phile